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"Maude! Maude! It is wrong to say this. You are not likely to die."
"I can't tell. All I say is, I shall be glad for some things, if I do."
"What is all this?" he exclaimed, after a bewildered pause. "Is there
anything on your mind, Maude? Are you grieving after that little infant?"
"No," she answered, "not for him. I grieve for the two who remain."
Lord Hartledon looked at her. A dread, which he strove to throw from him,
struggling to his conscience.
"I think you are deceived in my state of health. And if I object to going
to the seaside, it is chiefly because I would not die in a strange place.
If I am to die, I should like to die at Hartledon."
His hair seemed to rise up in horror at the words. "Maude! have you any
disease you are concealing from me?"
"Not any. But the belief has been upon me for some time that I should not
get over this. You must have seen how I appear to be sinking."
"And with no disease upon you! I don't understand it."
"No particular physical disease."
"You are weak, dispirited--I cannot pursue these questions," he broke
off. "Tell me in a word: is there any cause for this?"
"Yes."
Percival gathered up his breath. "What is it?"
"What is it!" her eyes ablaze with sudden light. "What has weighed _you_
down, not to the grave, for men are strong, but to terror, and shame, and
sin? What secret is it, Lord Hartledon?"
His lips were whitening.
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