"A 'whitely wanton'--this Square!" said Courtier: "Alive as a face; no
end to its queer beauty! And, by Jove, if you went deep enough, you'd
find goodness even here."
"And you'd ignore the vice," Miltoun answered.
He felt weary all of a sudden, anxious to get to his rooms, unwilling to
continue this battle of words, that brought him no nearer to relief. It
was with strange lassitude that he heard the voice still speaking:
"We must make a night of it, since to-morrow we die.... You would curb
licence from without--I from within. When I get up and when I go to bed,
when I draw a breath, see a face, or a flower, or a tree--if I didn't
feel that I was looking on the Deity, I believe I should quit this
palace of varieties, from sheer boredom. You, I understand, can't look
on your God, unless you withdraw into some high place. Isn't it a bit
lonely there?"
"There are worse things than loneliness." And they walked on, in
silence; till suddenly Miltoun broke out:
"You talk of tyranny! What tyranny could equal this tyranny of your
freedom? What tyranny in the world like that of this 'free' vulgar,
narrow street, with its hundred journals teeming like ants' nests,
to produce-what? In the entrails of that creature of your freedom,
Courtier, there is room neither for exaltation, discipline, nor
sacrifice; there is room only for commerce, and licence.
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